If You Believe

Everybody said
That I was a fool to think
That we’d connect
But I couldn’t get my heart out of my head,
And they just didn’t see;
No, they just couldnt know
The feeling that you get,
The places that you go…

The above verse was part of the song ‘If You Believe’ by Rachel Lampa. It’s actually one of the songs in A Walk To Remember OST. The story is so touching and made me believe that love can move mountains.

I was still young when I first saw it and couldn’t really relate to it, but I would giggle and have these moments of butterflies in my tummy which I couldn’t quite understand. 😛 All I thought back then was that when you see the person you like, you’d blush and your heart starts beating like crazy that your palms are wet with sweat and your voice get caught up in your throat that you couldn’t even say ‘Hi’ to him properly. I realized it’s not quite far from love as there’s a thin line between love and like but it’s not as deep. It’s not even half as deep. I wouldn’t even dare define it; it’s just too deep for words, even the best of swimmers get drowned when it comes to this thing, even genuises.

It has always amazed me how it made the world mad, how it made us truly happy, yet when when we get inflicted, the pain is too much yet you still hold on to that person despite of what everyone says.

How come a mere feeling rule over us that our brain are rendered helpless? Why is that no matter how intellegent you are, you become dumb when faced with a dilemma called love? I think this is one of the things that keep us going, one of life’s mysteries that we have to unfold as we go on our journey for I would never be satisfied if I leave this world without discovering about it.

And yes, I have delved into this thing, but not as deep as you’d think. I think I love someone. I’m not quite sure myself. I won’t even bother asking why; it would just drive me insane trying to figure out the reasons when all I know is there is none. Confusing, eh?

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13 thoughts on “If You Believe

  1. Monique says:

    Thanks for the cutenews link. i’ll go check it out

  2. Olivia says:

    Hey, I noticed you talking to Monique about cutenews. I thought you could only use cutenews with php?

  3. Georgina says:

    I haven’t seen that movie! I must see it. 😛

    It took me a while to completely understand love and the difference between liking and loving someone. Loving is really deep, yes. And it’s funny how love can conjure up so many other emotions. :’)

    It’s hard to tell when you love someone, haha. It comes to the point where you feel like you can’t really live without them, and you share this special connection with them. Somewhere I read: love is a friendship that has caught fire. 😀

    Yeah, the photo was on my photoblog, lol. XD I don’t really think it’s a new layout… I’ve had it up for a month now. XD

    I’m majoring in communications. 😀 More specifically, communication in information/media. So I look at websites and articles and sound clips and stuff. :3

  4. Georgina says:

    Yeah true. I used to type like that when it was “the shit”. LOL. It’s not cool anymore. And it’s ugly.

    Yeah, that’s true. Some people just don’t notice how annoyed someone is. I’m sure it wasn’t Bearman. 😛

    YES, my heart was beating like mad when he replied. <3

  5. Olivia says:

    Haha, okay 🙂 Thanks for your concern.
    I was just playing soccer, and evidently I twisted my knee while my leg was going the other way. It sort of shifted, and I’m not sure if it really is an ACL tear until I get an MRI.

    & btw: I love the movie A Walk to Remember! 😀

  6. thuyy says:

    Aww, this was a really touching blog.(: I enjoyed it and I understand completely on what you mean. 😀 Nice!
    Although, I’ve only felt slight butterflies for one person, and just that. Nothing else for no one else. So I don’t think I’ve found the right person yet. >.<
    Oooh you think you found someone? 😀 Tell me about, please! haha. [jk you don’t have to, but it’d be awesome if you did.]

    And you’ve been accepted for affliates. 😀 I’ll like you ASAP. (: Which is…right now. lol
    Oh, and I didn’t get the domain. -sigh- I just get advertising. 🙂 But that’s still awesome!
    I love your name, too. 😀 Senyth. hehe…

  7. alisha says:

    heya your accepted as an affie hehe 🙂 i will add you now 🙂

  8. Monique says:

    thanks. but i am having a bit of trouble, i cant really understand the readme lol. i use freewebs to power my site so im not sure how to use cutenews as my directory on a page..? so i am stuck on where to start.. any ideas?

  9. alisha says:

    lol i love my smiles lol i will add ya im just makeing tuts lol i dident know that computers wasent invented in the 60’s lol u okaii hunni

  10. alisha says:

    lol i gave up with tuts lol so how is you ?? what you up to ??

  11. alisha says:

    sorry hun for the late reply i went back to bed lol its 15:49 here 🙂 whats the time there ??

  12. Olivia says:

    Haha, Abby Wambach is a famous soccer player. & I’ve never read the book for A Walk to Remember. But I also love The Notebook. 🙂

    And CuteNews won’t work on freewebs. At least I’m almost close to absolutely sure. Haha, I guess she could try it. But she’ll have to change everything to HTML. But still, if you think about it, since the scripts are PHP, they won’t work for HTML. Or that’s what I’m guessing. Forgive me if I’m wrong. (;

  13. alisha says:

    im still working on it lol i got all the colors its just my bacground wont show and my header wont show lol